is this how it feels when you cant even fit into your own skin?

MEMO

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 15:43:42 GMT

______________________________________

DATE: October 10, 2006
TO: the girls in my class
FROM: me
SUBJECT: classroom chatter

______________________________________

girls, i love you all to death. there are 12 of us plus miss kim in the class, and we all get along. soo of course that means we will slack off on occasion and chit chat and goof off. our work gets done though.

my complaint is that i sit up in the front, in the corner, quiet. out of 12 of us, 3 are pregnant. 1 is married. 1 has a child. 3 are engaged. several living with their men.. ect.. ect..
i have nothing to speak about in class.
i am sick and fucking tired of hearing about your pregnancy, or your "man"... ect.. and so on.

shut the fuck up for once.
some of us single girls (meaning, me, since i'm the only one) do not appreciate the constant reminders of our situation.

fuck you.

sincerely

janet

(i would normally have no problem, its just that this has been going on EVERY day for the past 8 weeks ( 40 days!! )for several hours a day... there's only so much i can take.)

In the past month I've hugged...

Mon, 08 May 2006 20:08:50 GMT

...my favorite shaggy drummer...

<3 against me!

...and...

...season 1 winner of my favorite guilty pleasure...

project runway mother fuckers!

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 14:26:53 GMT

Against Me! and Alkaline Trio
The Electric Factory, Philadelphia, PA
Fri, Apr 14, 2006 08:30 PM
17$ plus insane ticketmaster fees.
My ticket is ordered. Who's going with me?

hmmph.

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 02:27:32 GMT

oh Daniel Vosovic, why must you not like girls?
not fair.

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 10:31:40 GMT

I thought my ears were perfectly fine and ready for another stretch. It's been long enough at least since the last one. I went from 7/16 to 1/2 and for like 3 days everything was fine. Tonight though, not soo fine. My lobes are swollen and sore and gross. I downsized to try and appease them and hopefully everything will heal up quickly without any scarring.

New plan...
Once I'm healed, I'll need some electrical tape.

watching the porch...

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 18:02:11 GMT

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Sat, 31 Dec 2005 15:47:20 GMT

Happy New Year everyone.
Tonight I will to celebrating the arrival of 2006 in Baltimore MD.
Hope everyone has fun.

merry christmas, i could care less

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 02:05:45 GMT

It's December.
3 weeks untill Christmas.
Today was the first snow of the season around here.
The past few years, I keep hoping the next year's holiday season will be better.
But it doesn't seem to be.
This time of year was soo magical when I was younger.
My family had strong traditions we held very close to the heart, some silly, some traditional.
-Christmas eve pizza dinner,
-Christmas eve movie,
-Christmas eve Midnight Mass,
-Chocolate Advent callendars,
-Going as a family, all 4 of us, to pick out the biggest Christmas tree on the lot, and then moving all the living room furnature to make the tree fit, and decorating the tree as a family.
-Leaving cookies and a can of coke out for Santa, ( the household Santa preffered it over milk )
-Opening up 1 gift Christmas eve, usually something sent from overseas from a family member.
-Waking up Christmas morning to find Santa left me a little something in my bedroom to keep my occupied untill I was allowed to go upstairs, I remember one particular year it was a Strawberry Shortcake doll with a little pan of plastic muffins that smelled sweet.
-My mom used to go christmas cookie crazy, tins and tins and tins of cookies she would bake. she would spend almost a week straight baking.

As my brother and I got older, slowly, one by one many of these thing started to fade away.
-It's been years since we've gone to Mass as a family on Christmas, we aren't a verty religious family, definitely guilty of being "Easter and Christmas Catholics", but there was still something very comforting about us all going.
-The real Christmas tree has been replaced by a fake one.
-Even though my brother and I are both grown, there is no reason for us to stop leaving out cookies just because we know the real truth about who eats them.
-My family structure has changed over the past few years, my brother is no longer living with us as of a few months ago, and this will be the third Christmas my dad hasn't been around. My mom has remarried, and her husband John was a part of our holidays last year as well. I also havn't spoken to my dad in quite some time, about a year at least.
-Last Christmas we did go to the movies as a family, we didn't eat a pizza dinner but a real Christmas ham dinner ( at midnight... dinner was started late ), but overall, That was the first year in many a Christmas ever movie was seen.
-Last Christmas I would have rather slept late than be bothered to wake up early to open presents. My mother was the one knocking on my brother and I's doors to wake us up.

This year I have hardly any money at all. I have soo much debt with my car I need to pay off, I can't afford to go christmas shopping at all. I'm not even sure how I'm gonna manage getting my own mother something this year. Usually by this point my room is a mess of presents and wrapping paper.

This is also the first year in quite a few I don't have to work on either Christmas eve or Christmas day. Last 2 years I've worked retail at Tower Records who insists on being open EVERY day of the year, and the 2 years before that I worked at a movie theater. I really want this year to mean something...

I want to get my picture taken with Santa this year.
I want to put together a gingerbread house.
I want to bake sugar cookies.
I want to watch Emit Otters Jugband Christmas a dozen times.

This entry is all sorts of scattered and disorganized, sorry.

On top of my wishlist this year for the fat man is...

My fathers' acceptance and support. And understanding.
An apartment in Philly with hardwood floors.
Someone special to buy a gift for and kiss me under the mistletoe.

oh, and another close friend of mine is expecting. am i a horrible person for wanting to keep my distance from her for now? the whole idea of my friends having kids scares me to death.

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 21:44:32 GMT

goodbye livejournal
its been fun

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 23:02:43 GMT

hey lush,

have fun,

its the weekend

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 03:53:18 GMT

soo tonight.
sucked.
im a fucking idiot and slammed the car door on my head.
yup.
car door. right onto my head.
because i had my arms full getting into my car.
and the street was busy, so my door wasn't open all the way.
soo i was trying to slide in cafeully.
carefully i might add cuz i fucked my toe up earlier.
i kicked a chiar.
its what happens when i get upset.
i kick things.
soo my toe is pretty gross and painful right now.
soo yeah, i went to get into my car carefully with the door not open all the way cuz the street was busy and my arms were full...
and i go to slide in, and the door shuts right onto my head.
it fucking hurt.
and i sat in my car and cried for a min.
cuz who the hell shuts a door onto thier head.
the same night they fuck up their toe.
ugh.
wonder what ill do next to myself...

:(

access denied....

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 20:44:10 GMT

maybe next time

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 00:59:13 GMT

"Knowledge cures ignorance. If you're in the know, be fucking contagious."
—Jason Carney, def poet

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 04:39:40 GMT

bless me livejournal for i have slacked
it has been over a month since my last post
ive been utilizing other blogging tools...
more closed off from the general public...
such as BME and suicidegirls

forgive me?

moooooooooooooooooooovies

Sat, 28 May 2005 18:46:27 GMT

Take this list, post it in your own LJ, and bold the movies you've seen.

Add five more movies to the end of the list.

Count how many movies you have seen. I've you've seen more than 70, you're a "movie whore." Post the number in your subject line.

Use a LJ-cut for the link. You probably have at least one LJ friend who doesn't want to scroll down this list.

If you want, italic the ones that you own. Go for it, gang!

1. Napoleon Dynamite
2. Saw
3. White Noise
4. White Oleander
5. Anger Management
6. 50 First Dates
7. Jason X
8. Scream
9. Scream 2
10. Scream 3
11. Scary Movie
12. Scary Movie 2
13. Scary Movie 3
14. American Pie
15. American Pie 2
16. American Wedding
17. Harry Potter
18. Harry Potter 2
19. Harry Potter 3
20. Resident Evil I
21. Resident Evil 2 (aka RE: Apocalypse)
22. The Wedding Singer
23. Little Black Book
24. The Village
25. Donnie Darko
26. Lilo & Stitch
27. Finding Nemo
28. Finding Neverland
29. 13 Ghosts
30. Signs
31. The Grinch who Stole Christmas
32. Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Original)
33. White Chicks
34. Butterfly Effect
35. 13 going on 30
36. I, Robot
37. Dodgeball
38. Universal Soldier
39. Lemony Snicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40. Along Came A Spider
41. Deep Impact
42. Kingpin
43. Never Been Kissed
44. Meet The Parents
45. Meet The Fockers
46. Eight Crazy Nights
47. A Cinderella Story
48. The Terminal
49. The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50. Passport to Paris
51. Dumb & Dumber
52. Dumb & Dumberer
53. Final Destination
54. Final Destination 2
55. Halloween
56. Halloween 2
57. Halloween 3
58. Halloween 4
59. Halloween 5
60. H20
61. Halloween: the Resurrection
62. The Ring
63. The Ring 2
64. Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
65. Practical Magic
66. Chicago
67. Ghost Ship
68. From Hell
69. Team America: World Police
70. Hellboy
71. Secret Window
72. I Am Sam
73. The Whole Nine Yards
74. The Day After Tomorrow
75. Child's Play
76. Bride of Chucky
77. Ten Things I Hate About You
78. Just Married
79. Gothika
80. A Nightmare on Elm Street
81. Sixteen Candles
82. Bad Boys 2
83. Joy Ride
84. Seven
85. Oceans Eleven
86. Oceans Twelve
87. Identity
88. Lone Star
89. Bedazzled
90. Predator
91. Predator II
92. Independence Day
93. Cujo
94. A Bronx Tale
95. Darkness Falls
96. Christine
97. ET
<>b98. Children of the Corn</b>
99. My Boss' Daughter
100. Maid in Manhattan
101. Frailty
102. Best Bet
103. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
104. She's All That
105. Calendar Girls
106. Sideways
107. Mars Attacks
108. Event Horizon
109. Ever After
110. Forrest Gump
112. Big Trouble in Little China
113. X-Men
114. X-Men 2
115. Jeepers Creepers
116. Jeepers Creepers 2
117. Catch Me If You Can
118. The Others
119. Freaky Friday
120. Reign of Fire
121. Man on Fire
122. Braveheart
123. Cruel Intentions
124. The Hot Chick
125. Swimfan
126. Miracle
127. Friday Night Lights
128. Old School
129. Ray
130. The Notebook
131. K-Pax
132. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
133. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
134. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
135. A Walk to Remember
136. Sweet Home Alabama
137. Moulin Rouge
138. Boogeyman
139. Hitch
140. Back Door Sluts 9
141. The Fifth Element
142. Star Wars episode I
143. Star Wars episode II
144. Star Wars episode IV
145. Star Wars episode V
146. Star Wars episode VI
147. Troop Beverly Hills
148. Swimming with Sharks
149. Trainspotting
150. People under the stairs
151. Blue Velvet
152. The Sound of Music
153. Parent Trap - either version
154. The Burbs
155. SLC Punk
156. Meet Joe Black
157. Wild Girls
158. A Clockwork Orange
159. The Order
157. Spiderman
161. Spiderman 2
162. Amelie
163. Mean Girls
164. Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
165. Shrek
166. Shrek 2
167. The Incredibles
168. Collateral
169. The Fast & The Furious
170. 2 Fast 2 Furious
171. Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
172. Closer
173. The Sixth Sense
174. Artificial intelligence
175. Love, Actually
176. The Sweetest Thing
177. Shutter
178. Ella Enchanted
179. Princess diaries 1
180. Princess diaries 2
181. The Breakfast Club
182. October Sky
183. Remember the Titans
184. Titanic
185. Boondock Saints
186. American History X
187. Fight Club
188. Heavenly Creatures
189. Stealing Beauty
190. Like Water For Chocolate
191. Powwow Highway
192. Secretary
193. But I'm A Cheerleader
192. I ♥ Huckabees
195. Ripley's Game
196. Coffee And Cigarettes
197. Taxi Driver
198. Silence Of The Lambs
199. The Exorcist
200. If Lucy Fell
201. Lady Jane
202. When Harry met Sally
202. Me, Myself & Irene
203. Kung Fu Hustle
204. Sin City
205. Labyrinth
206. Much Ado About Nothing
207. The Cowboy Way
208. Paulie
209. Blazing Saddles
210. Galaxy Quest
211. Guildenstern and Rosencrantz are Dead
212. Citizen Kane
213. You Can Count on Me
214. Young Frankenstein
215. Raiders of the Lost Ark
216. Starman
217. St. Elmos Fire
218. Coyote Ugly219. The Other Sister
220. Rainman
221. Little Shop of Horrors
222. Chasing Amy
223. House of Sand and Fog
224. Mildred Pierce
225. The Big Lebowski
226. Mallrats
227. Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
228. The Goonies</b></i>
229. Starsky & Hutch
230. Saved!
231. The Upside of Anger
232. Sweet Sweetback's Baadasssss Song
233. The Cat's Meow
234. The Rutles
235. Waking Ned Devine
236. Pirates of the Caribbean
237. Little Women
238. Huck Finn
239. National Treasure
240. Oh Brother Where Art Thou?
241. Dick
242. Howard the Duck
i243. Garden State
244. Hero
245. This is Spinal Tap
246. Almost Famous
247. Before Sunrise
248. Before Sunset
249. Troy
250. Gone With The Wind
251. Chocolat
252. Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
253. Now and Then
254. Romeo and Juliet (any version)
255. Ferris Bueler's Day Off
256. Grease
257. Guess Who's Coming to Dinner?
258. Mr. North
259. The African Queen
260. The Wizard of Oz
261. Country Girl
262. The Philadelphia Story
263. Bringing Up Baby
264. The Aviator
265. An Affair to Remember
266. Sabrina (any version)
267. Holiday
268. Conspiracy Theory
269. Stage Door
270. Rigaletto
271. White Christmas
272. Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
273. The Wedding Planner
274. Arsenic and Old Lace
275. A Day at the Races
276. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
277. Bend it Like Beckham
278. Star Wars Episode III
279. A Beautiful Mind
280. Urban Legend
281. The Dead Poet's Society
282. Kill Bill vol. 1286. American Beauty
287. A Chorus Line
288. Iron Jawed Angels
289. Phantom of the Opera
290. A League of their Own
291. Stuart Little
292. Notting Hill
293. A Lot Like Love
294. Along came Polly
295. Billy Madison
296. Happy Gilmore
297. A Hard Day's Night
298. Monty Python and the Holy Grail
299. The Motorcycle Diaries
300. Y Tu Mama Tambien
301. Bokura no War Game
302. Raise Your Voice
303. The Birds
304. Camp Nowhere
305. Billy Elliot
306. Anchorman
.307. The Crow
308. *62
309. Queen Of The Damned
310. Jumanji
311. Gattaca
312. Benny and Joon
313. Tank Girl
314. Monty Python: The Meaning of Life
315. A Knight's Tale
316. Anastasia
317. Unconditional Love
318. Casablanca
319. About A Boy
320. Bridget Jones's Diary
321. Bridget Jones's Diary: The Edge of Reason
322. Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
323. House of Flying Daggers
324. Legally Blonde
325. Sense and Sensibility
326. School of Rock
327. It Could Happen to You
328. Wilde
329. Dark City
330. Home Fries
331. House Arrest
332. Leon: The Professional
333. You Can't Take It With You
334. Seven Brides for Seven Brothers
335. Singin' in the Rain
336. Ball of Fire
338. Mame (Auntie Mame)
339. The Grass is Always Greener
340. Bonnie & Clyde
341. Valley Girl
.342. Fast Times at Ridgemont High
343. While You Were Sleeping
344. Center Stage
345. Pretty Woman
346. Spy Game
347. Requiem for a Dream
348. Lost in Translation
349. The Princess Bride
350. City of God
351. Goodfellas
352. Ghost World
353. Grosse Point Blank
354. Penny Serenade
355. Roman Holiday
356. Kiss Me, Kate
>357. As Good As it Gets
358. Bandits
359. Matchstick Men
360. Peter Pan
361. Life is Beautiful
362. Dirty Dancing
363. Ladder 49
364. One Fine Day
365. Pacifier
366. House of Wax 3
367. Bring it On
368. Dogma
369. Road Trip
370. Jersey Girl
371. The Whole Ten Yards
373. The Secret of NIMH
374. Dark Crystal
375. Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
376. Clerks
377. Jurassic Park
378. Jurassic Park: The Lost World
379. Passion of the Christ
380. Drop Dead Gorgeous
381. Dawn of the Dead
382. Trick or Treat
383. Newsies
384. Spaceballs
385. Constantine
386. American Psycho
387. History of the World, Part I
388. The Producers
389. The Music Man
390. The Man Who Wasn't There
391. Drop Dead Fred
392. The Blues Brothers
393. Reservoir Dogs
394. Pulp Fiction
395. True Romance
396. The Ref
397. Ralph Bakshi's WIZARDS
398. MILF Money
399. The Neverending Story
400. Punch Drunk Love
401. Original SIn
402. Bram Stoker's Dracula
403. Life as a House
404.Twin Falls Idaho
405. Niagara Niagara
406. Cecil B Demented
407. Con Air
408. out cold

Mon, 23 May 2005 04:41:55 GMT

happy birthday to meeeeeeeee

the girls all talk behind her back they say shes being used

Fri, 13 May 2005 17:15:06 GMT

Make Believe - Tim Kinsella

The Good Life - Band

The Good Life - Tim Kasher

Bonus Drunken Timmy Photo -

Sat, 07 May 2005 03:22:45 GMT

sooo today was an AWESOME day

FIRST
i went to the world cafe and saw none other than mikey_dough perform.
wxpn does a free at noon concert series every friday, soo my ass was definitely there for doughty, especially cuz im poor and couldnt afford the actually show that was tonight. he did about a half hour set. soooooooo good. love that man.

THEN
i walked over to the art museum to sit and kill time untill it was time to head over to first friday in old city. i sat on the steps and people watched for about 2 hours, it was really relaxing.

THEN
i walked from the art museum to south street, and im walking down south, and i pass copa, and look into the window and who do i make eye contact with?? none other than a friend of mine ive had on myspace for a year and a half now from NY who i havnt had the oppurtunity to hang out with yet, because we could never get scheudles synced up. i looked in the window and was like "hmm that looks like...HOLY SHIT IT IS!!!" and we made eye contact and smiled and realized we who exactally it was we were looking at and both bolted towards the door to meet up and exchange "oh my god this is soo crazy"'s and hugs. the meeting was realy brief only a few mins, because he was eating dinner with his g/f and her parents. thats why he was in philly, because they all went to the dali exhibit. soo even though it was a brief hello, as not to be rude to the people he was with, it was still amazing and random and made my day. im still in shock about it.

AFTER THE CRAZINESS
i walked up to old city for first friday, at this point i was getting exhausted, so i didnt really go into any galleries, i stopped for an ice tea ( at this point it was 6pm and that was the only thing i had to eat or drink all day ) and went into aka records and bought 2 cds i could live without but bought anyways. i checked out the abundance of street artists out on 3rd street this month and then headed back to 8th and market to take the train home

HOME...
lack of food all day... i walk in the house and theres spaghetti and meatballs on the stove, YUMMY

soo much new music....

Mon, 02 May 2005 13:35:43 GMT

new...
NIN
(Trent...)
Weezer
(Rivers...)
Alakline Trio
(Matt...)

fucking A....

....now if only i could afford any of them... drats
i buys my music like a good girl... but i have a feeling i might hafta cheat this month

BUT i did get the new spin... and Trent is on the cover... looking damn fine for being 39...

Mon, 02 May 2005 11:18:22 GMT

7:17 am and no sleep....
not tired ever really...
thank god for saved by the bell reruns!!!

cant sleep... napped earlier

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 07:03:10 GMT

I was in philly today and for some reason, the entire time, my mind was on this boy -

I almost bought a CD in AKA of a band I never heard before but I remember him name dropping.
I really could have fallen in love with him if he would have let me.

Anyways, I have this box, where I keep all sorts of scraps, and ticket stubs and clippings and stuff, and I was rooting through it tonight and returning to various memories, from very recent to pretty distant.
I'll share a bit of my favorite things-
(as if anyone rally gives a damn...)
- right on top was the ticket stub for "in good company", a reminder that I met said boy from above on 1/16/05
- a stack of "bush-zilla" stickers a friend had mailed to me in August, according to the postmark.
- a strip of negatives from my trip to London in March, 2002
- various ticket stubs from my senior year class trip to Disney World
- 3 unused tickets for R5Production shows, first two at the First Unitarian Church, third at the Starlite Ballroom - 1.) Broken Spindles, 6/8/2004 2.) Q and not U, 10/7/04 3.) The Faint, 10/14/04
- a letter my friend Jeremy wrote me when he was in basic, postmarked 3/23/04
- various "Nuthin'" 'zine stickers
- my picture with the imfamous Tony from when I worked at Tower Records
- a letter recived from Danny postmarked 10/12/04, which arrived ripped and half and sans 1" buttons
- several wallet shots of myself, Olivia, Indra and Marie with Spiderman on our senior trip
- guitar pic from Eric Erlandson aquired in 1999
- Ewan McGreggor as Obi-Wan Kenobi small locker sized wall callendar for summer '99 through Dec 2000, as well as hollographic cardboard card of him
- stickers of the Toy Story Alien
- various classmates senior class photos, along with several of my own
- newspaper clipping advertising when I met John Waters, 2/12/01

Alot of movie and concert ticket stubs - while not a complete list, ones I managed to save anyways -
- Kevin smith Q&A in Redbank - 4/2/05 - went with Danny
- Adaptation at the Ritz - 1/1/03 - I went to that one alone
- Only Phillies game I ever went to, one of the last before they imploded the place - 7/30/03 - with my Dad and his g/f
- Toy Story 2 - Loews Cherry Hill - 11/29/99 - was with Terri and Kristy
- Puppetry of the Penis - Wilma Theater - 7/26/03 - with Jen Mckeever
- Seussical The Musical - Merrian Theater - 1/17/03 - with my Mommy
- Take Action Tour - Electric Factory - 9/19/03 - with Megan
- Bourne Identity - Riverview - 6/16/01 - with Ralph
- Spiderman - 5/8/02- Cinemark - with Dad
- Spriited Away - Neshaminy AMC - 10/26/02 - with Kyle
- Phone Booth - Loews Cherry Hill - 4/25/03 - Ralph and I wanna say Erin too
- Life as a House - AMC Deptford 8 - 11/28/01 - with Terri Saunders
- Barenaked in America - Loews Cherry Hill - 10/8/00 - Sean and Debbie
- Counting Crows/Live - Tweeter Center - 8/11/00 - with Todd Whelan
- Thursday - Electric Factory - 11/18/03 - with Megan
- Beauty and the Beast IMAX - King of Prussia - 2/3/02 - with Terri Saunders
- Austin Powers 2 - Cinemark - 6/12/99 - It was rainy that day...
- Big Fish - Ritz - 12/27/03 - Oliva and Josh
- Garden State - Ritz - 8/24/04 - alone
- Zwan - Towson University - 3/29/03 - Indra
- Bright Eyes - Troc - 2/23/04 - Sean
- ASH - Troc - 6/12/03 - Scott, Jen, and Matt from AMC
- Suicide Girls Burlesque - Troc - 6/17/94 - alone
- Buffalo Soldiers - Ritz - 8/10/03 - alone

some of them more inmportant than the others, some of the friends i dont see anymore, but nice to think back sometimes all the same really.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 07:04:45 GMT

Random Janet fact of the day: she only drink out of red plastic party cups in her house, will not use the drinking glasses. She's convinced the dishwasher makes them icky.

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 04:26:44 GMT

this past week ive sat in my room alot cuz i havnt had any more to go out anywhere
i went out for a walk 2 or 3 of the days but not for very long, ive been eating too much junk food in my down time
i need to get more productive before i gain any weight

weeee

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 20:40:50 GMT

hrmmmm

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 18:35:53 GMT

Pope John Paul II is the only Pope I have grown to know in my life. I may not be the best Catholic, I may have struggles with my faith, I may not go to church regularaly, but I'm still a Catholic. I have never denounced that, and his passing definitely affected me. With today's election of Cardinal Ratzinger as the new pontiff, it has given me alot to think about. We have this new beginning in the Church now, maybe it's time for me to take a new beginning in my own spiritual journey. Maybe finding a little more comfort in my faith, will bring me a little more comfort in myself. I don't know.